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i don't know, i find out that i;m strange when i'm 12 years old, maybe i'm a *** but i still love girls, so, like bi***ual , it's hurt, livin with a family that is not understandable, my father like a psycho, he always breakin my life, he won't stand if he look i have a friends, even i'm 14 now, but he always follow me behind when i'm going to school in the morning even my school is only 30 m far from my house, i'm in jhs, but soon i'll be in hs, and everyone who park in front of my house will think i'm a freak of what my father doin( he always scold the hs student for park in front of our house) he is the one who makes me to a *** too, oh, i'm run from the main story,
my jhs farewell party will be held in 20 days, so i decide to make a band, one is the queen bee in my class as a vocalist so am i, one is a guitarist (girl) that is the queen bee's servant, and so of my pianist, the drummer is our junior freshment (girl) and the bassis(boy) is the drummer's(12) sister's(14)(she and her bf is my friends too) boyfriend's(14) brother(13), i will call him dan in this story. when i'm in the first year, everybody is respectin e cause i seldom talk in the class, but it canged, i turn to a very noisy person with a little girl's attitude, so, i seldom have a boy friend, but dan, he is the one who makes me feels like myself that is full of respect is back, he make me feels like i'm 100 % men, as the imes goes by, i realize that he is so funny and multitalented, and when his ex talk t me about him, i have this strange feeling, maybe i'm jealous, since then, i collect informations about him, and i know he loveshoot somebody , then i ask "lata", who is the one he loveshooting with, i didn't realize that dan actually like lata, maybe dan think i'm the one who is telling lata that he ls ls somebody(finally, i know that he is only playing)and since then, dan is not very nice to me as usual, everytime when the school over, he never come to me again like usual, i'm very confuse and sad, maybe i love him, but, is it right to love him??? he gave me many signal , like hugging me and grab my shoulder my back (the lower part), always choose to stay with me than anybody, i ever once try to be far from him, cause i don' want to love him, maybe this is one of the reasons he is far from me now, or is he know my girl attitude? i always cover it, but now, i miss that day, even know that you're not a ***, but a normal person, i'm still wanting u, but if that won't work out even i try anything, then i will just accept the destiny and forget all this unforgettable things...................

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