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well its a long and detailed story and in order to get it right i have to remembe a lot so bare with me it could be a little jumpy
when i was 16 i was in yr 12 and at a friends house i met this great guy. Wasn't all that interested at first. so anyway he invited me to a party they were having for his brother. so i went . at the end of the night i found that my friends(who had driven me there) had left so Nathan being the only one at the party i had ever met i asked him to drive me home. so he did like that that easy. anyway we started spending heaps of time together and after a while he told me that he loved me. he was a great friend and i didnt want to lose him so i said we cant date. after many a night of his friends and brothers telling me how much he loved i finally went out with him.
i was cold and he was intense so i broke it off. we remained friends. i started to grow the feelings for him. then one day he just took off for Canada like that. said it wasn't far enough to be away from me. he was in pain it hurts when you love someone. 6 months later he returned and we were friends again. at that moment i knew i loved him. but i was an idiot and thought we'll just be friends for a while he's loved me for 2 yrs he wont go anywhere.
so neway 18 months later im in his car and he tells me that i am the one that got away that he will always love me and it wont go away.
so what do i do i continue dating the asshole i was seeing. even though the guy who loves me and the one i truly love is there.
me and the ass have a baby. i push the ass out.
i finally tell Nathan how much i love him
long story short we have a baby.
now i have two babies, a man i love\. who is truly mad for stringing him along all the years(its now 6)
and i think he's gone for good this time
im an idiot and i love him completely
wish he could see that
now i see him 3-4 days a week and am stuck with him in my life and me knowing that i'll never love anyone that much. and noone will ever love me that way.
god i wish i could jsut have him back

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