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To start off I was very young and unlike what most people say, adolescents can and do fall in love. So I was with a guy Named Mike for over a year and we had our share of problems as do most couples at our ages(13 and 17). So he turned 18 and his friends were saying things like how if anyone said anything HE could go to Jail etc...so our problems only grew...it became such a problem since he lived with his friends, that he stopped coming around for months at a time...I got tired of not being able to get a hold of him not knowing what was going on or where he was half the time...so One day I was walking my Blue fond pitbull around my block when a little dog comes out and i didn't want my dog to hurt it...This guy appears and hes so adorable...so it was his dog, and after that we started talking and i told him the situation with my bf and I, but i lied about my age at first(BAD Decision)i told him i was 17 when I was in fact 14...he was 22...His name was Richard...He was the nicest guy, and i could talk to him about everything for hours on end...everyone got along with him...after about 11 months he cut off his ACT...yes i said ACT...He began to get very Jealous and possessive over me..and my friends...he thought i was sleeping around with my friends and his..he accused me almost everyday...like making me cry was the GOAL...i couldn't understand why he was acting like this seeing for almost a year we were FINE...i didn't want to just throw it all away...Now I know he was doing drugs after that...and to be honest so was I...(411-drugs and alcohol don't make relationships work)So things only got worse...he was hiding his drugs from me...and doing more than he would say..he would get paranoid about everything constantly...I WAS FAITHFUL completely...everyone knew it EXCEPT him...and when he'd ask someone he knew about me..and they would say NO he'd say oh you must be fucking her too..ITS ALL A CONSPIRACY against me..etc..This hurt me so bad..I loved him and I wouldn't ever think about cheating..But he said that because i did with MIKE to get him that I WILL do it to him...I was like MIKE never came around anymore and never called me or anything..WTF??? SO we'd argue everyday...but he was nice to me around people..and when we were alone he was accusing me and checking my room for clues to whatever he thought i was doing..hed stand at my window at night sometimes...It scared me...hed spy on me ...stalk my guy friends...threaten my family..etc....he changed into a MONSTER..and he broke my heart..he called me every name i can think of..It made me insecure...I didn't have any friends anymore...didn't talk to my family much...i would wear what he thought was appropriate etc..he made feel like i couldn't get anyone better than him..( I DON'T KNOW WHY I BELIEVED HIM)..my EGO was down, i was scared all the time..that i was gonna make him so mad and if i did make him mad he would do something and i'd flinch even he never actually HIT me i was scared enough...eventually my mom came in between what was going on...i kept running back to him after a little while..she'd call the cops he was almost arrested..but i got him away scotch free..i started having to hide him...so it only got worse...so then he took a trip to OREGON in which it was supposed to be to help a friend...but in reality it was to see and EX GF...so i knew he was the one CHEATING...NOT ME!!!!so finally after a restraining order (I WANTED)and after we moved to where we are now..i'm finally able to be free of his pain and heartache....although EMOTIONAL ABUSE digs into your soul...and it'll stay with you forever...i mean you can be happy but if it is brought up it still hurts...(if this sounds like any of you..end it now and get away from him..it'll ruin your life..if not have it ended..EVENTUALLY..remember..spouses and bf's etc..are ones to kill or hurt you before anyone else..in america

*Shannyne*

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