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This happend 1st semester of grade 11. If you read my last story you would know that I was crushing on the foreign exchange student from Germany, Paul. Through out the semester he and I built up a friendship. He would occassionally invite me to his soccer games or to the movies. But the problem was, I didn't want to start anything because I knew once he left, I would be hurting. I knew that the chances of me getting hurt would happen if I did involve myself with him, but it was only 3 quarters in the semester when I fully realized that I wasn't able to deal with the pain of losing another great guy. I had to tell myself that if I kept pursuing him, I would inevitably get hurt. Weeks rolled by and I could see he was always sad. I felt bad because I wanted to date him, I mean he was intelligent, funny, handsome. But I knew if I did I would regret it later on.

I Hope You Can Forgive Me Paul.

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