The Story
Where to start and what say.
When you have found someone that makes sense of the world and makes everyday an exciting prospect. To have this person not understand quite how much they mean to you or belive it. Worse still for your efforts to fall flat when you try to prove to them that no matter what anything is possible. To have the moment of understanding that the person who is perfect for you does not share the same desire for you.
Even if I where to change the world it may never be enough because I would still be me and she would still not want me. Over all the feeling of dissapointment in myself that I m not able to be with her or be enough to fulfill her in the way she does me or deserves. For me to fail in showing her how much I love her hurts. How happy it would make me to make her every desire a reality.
For them not to know that discovering more of them each day added a new layer to what made them so special to me. The constant surprise of their every word dragging them deeper into my heart.
The loss of the sound of her voice saying my name and the thrill of knowing that once my pressence in her life made her happy.
A more beautiful girl I have never known and a more intresting soul I have never met. So I ll change the world regardless and should my life ever offer up such an opputunity again I will be better suited to offer that person the same joy they bring to me.
I ll do this for you I will try to have my precense in your life now makes you feel loved and wanted by someone who even if he will never be with you wants you to know just how wonderful you are and how much I love you.
For you to know that I do not use the term lightly and for you know that I am not someone that created a fantasy you. I wanted the bad and the good I wanted you because all that you are is what made me fall in the first place. My best friend and my lover for a time, a time that will always be missed and always happly remember on my part.
The sky above my head moves over yours I send it your way everyday carrying my desire for life to bring you everything you desire. My dear freind I will even build a world to help you get it.
To you all my love xxxx
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