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Finally, I had a boyfriend, my friends and my relatives did literally celebrated because after 29 years at last I found him. He was my first… no kidding. There are guys who did courted me but I don’t know why, my friends always tells me that I am picky when it comes to guys. I know I am not pretty but when I think about it… I guess I am (picky I mean). Maybe because I still believe in fairy tales… that one day my prince charming or a knight in shining armour will come to me and swept me off of my feet. We started out as friends, each enjoying annoying one another, telling him about my crushes and telling me about whom he is courting (as long as he treats me for a Dome twister while telling me about it). He even let me borrow his laptop, which I am very grateful for the free Internet access. He always goes to our house, cooks dinner and eats there for he always tells me that it is sad to eat alone. Then comes our Christmas party (NOvember 30)… nothing unusual he went home with us it was 3 a.m. We watch tv while talking in the sofa, him telling me about … I don’t know I am so sleepy at that time that nothing registers on my mind. Then he wakes me up telling me to put my head on his lap so that I can sleep well and he did cradle me (I just love the feeling that I didn’t do anything to stop him). I think we slept until 5 a.m. and when I woke up I told him to go home and before he went out of the door he kissed me and said his goodbye. I don’t know how it happened but officially we became lovers (Dember 1 of last year). Prayers were answered and I was really thankful for finally… I will experience how to love and be loved. The first weeks of our relationship is the happiest days of my life, he did sweet things that I never thought I will ever experience in my life. He loves giving flowers and chocolates and always calls me even in the wee hours of the morning.

Then suddenly he became so busy with his work that when our 2nd monthsarry (February 1) came he didn’t even have time to greet me. I tried to understand him but then after 3 days he texted me telling me that he needed space because he is pressured both with his family and work. He doesn't have the guts to tell it to me personally. I was so hurt at that time for I really love him and still hope that he will come back to me come Valentine’s Day but not even a greeting from him. Until now he didn't tried to communicate with me and I am still confused on why he did that to me. I always ask myself if he did love me or am I just a past time for him. I am trying to move on now but everytime my friends ask me why or what happened? I really don't know how or what to answer because until now I'm still confused.


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