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I had to walk out again 3yrs of yoyo breaking up,all kinds of issues from his life not mine,from an abusive x wife to child neglect,communication no good,closed minded,no time for [us] except 9 days a mont that was compermized too!,and then there was the issue of the Rooomate he had,that had his 3kids,plus my x had 2 kids,he was a moochermuser,con artist! that sucker my x in to giving him a car! yes free.I felt like I was dating 2 men and had 5 extra kids.many times I offered to help out and bot did I.that got old quick.I supported my x through court for 2 yrs to get his kids away from the unfit mom.[whom I was nice to] even though she raged at me 1000times! nice I remained,she needs help. now I do? The problem is he kisses her ass,hid things he got for them at her request.was suppling her with a phone when we first met,she was abusive verbally! he did nothing! I told him its his fault! he keeps the phone on???? so that got turned off. for 1 day. she got him to turn it back on AND he lied to me about it. my x has always been suspicious of ME? when he is the sneaky lier! so a bunch of crazy shit goes on all the while we date. I leave,we called it a breakup but we missed each other and get back.i usually cool off,dont want to screem and argue.the mimi break ups almost Always caused him to fix the problem.well to make my case brief,we just broke up,my choice,always is,and IM living next door.he has a new tenant that hes seeing and hangs out till we hours in the am.to me this is cruel! after all he put me through! Im scard,jealous,cant eat,sleep,lost 20pounds.I left msgs stating my thoughts,he denies my theorys.sent him a pic of us and he never responded.I love him dearly,with my whole heart and soul,more tham anyone EVER! I dont think he loves me anymore!if I move next month which is almost imposible I will be ok but my daugher lives 3doors down from him and Id run into him,that will kill! if he moves I die inside and im left with an empty grave! I need some help! Im rotting inside,I keep hearing the usser song[you got it bad] sooo true!

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