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I put other because I don't believe in one true love. But this guy was the thing in 30 years I wanted the most. We met in 2009, and it was casual for him, and I was in love, after a few months I got accused of cheating and lying etc.. and I swore id never see him again or ever forgive him. 15 months later I'm seeing a guy. He asks me if I know this guy rusty. I said yes, but why are you asking. The guy says well he's my new roomate. I say that's great, just don't bring him around me. Needless to say, I went over anyway prepared to castrate rusty. But he was so charming, and I wanted him immediatly. This time tho I managed to keep him for the next 15 months. I supported him for 6 months of unemployment, tryed to help him further his education, he called my son his son, we got blood tests so we could get married. But at the end of the day, he was dissatisfied with his own life and felt he needed to leave me to get it in order. So I feel worthless for not being able to do whatever it was he needed to be happy, I feel angry for rusty thinking he had to leave me to find his own destiny. And my depression stems from not knowing whether or not his journey will lead him back home. Thank you for listening. Any positive feedback would be awesome.

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