The Story
This is a true love story that I ever had. Although I am only 16 but I seriously fall in love with a girl who never loved me even once. This love story have a sweet or good start but have a bitter ending.
2009:
In may 2009 i often see a girl in the corridor she is one year older than me. I slowly think i fall for her so i wish to b her friend. soon i find out my class counsellor is her friend so i ask for her help. she always want to bring me to her but i always dont want because i am a shy person. not long after i heard she goin to transfer school my friend. so i hav only one chance to do it. Its august 29 of 2009 we meet each other in the front gate then introduce ourself. The next day we went out together. There is 6 people 4 boys and 2 girls. we eat in excapade then next snow house plus walking around in the mall and that's it time go so fast time to go home. When she went home i receive a message from her saying thx for everything and happy to knw you as a friend. I was surprise how she find out my number soon i thk over again it must b my tht friend who is a counsellor giv it to her when i am not aware. I message her ask for her email she giv me and i add her. From tht day onwards we see each other everyday in msn.
2010:
Early of this year nothing happen until february when our school celebrating chinese new year there is lion dance so we watch it together. when we reach home we chat in msn like we used to b. Soon its april within20-23 we make a hang out so we decided to do it on 25. 24 i went to my friend house we played a game loser must accept punishment from winner so i lose. my punishment is to propose to the girl. the next day i hang out wit her late afternoon i propose to her she was quiet i thought nothing happen. when we went home i message her telling tht its a punishment from a game she didnt reply. next day when i see her in school she pretend she didnt see me but actually she did. one of her close friend told me she is arkward towards me. i message her she didnt reply, she see me she pretend she didnt, msn she didnt go online for 2 month. She is completely hididng from me. I feel bad. But when its june we went bck normal. But i find out she love a boy so much sad tht the boy didnt love her at all. she usually waiting for her car in waiting area but suddendly changed to front gate iasked her y she tell me she feel like it but i knw its becuz of tht guy. I am positive becuz i m confidence they would never b together. Its late 2010 she graduated i went to her graduation nothing much happen in there. until she tell me she want to leave brunei for furthur study i feel sad so i make my move i really propose to her i buy a bear and i write my feeling in a card and i giv it to her myself.
2011:
SHE DIDNT EVEN CONTINUE STUDY AND IS STILL IN BRUNEI. she give up on studies she got horrible result and becuz she is not yet 18 so she cn only do part time job. In early january she worked in consumer fair she message me to go see her i did go wit 1 of my friend. I m like a spirit to her she only talk to my friend and not a word to me. I feel so jealous. I am bad in math often ask my friend to come to my house to teach me its the same guy who go to consumer fair wit me. One day he come to my house when he go to toilet i take his phone read his message because i suspect something weird wit him and to my surprise. That girl i loved often message him asking him personally hanging out wit her and told him bout her boyfriend or she got cheated. I was thinking y didnt she tell me all these i started to hate him and didnt talk to him for like a month or 2.
I often heard bout she got a boy friend changing one after another like a play girl but I dont care much. During february early. The asked me to went to her house for open house same thing happen she only talk to my friend not a word to me. well she did talk to me but only greeting. I feel sad and horrible lucky i got a very special friend who is a girl who i take as a sister to me she is always supportive and cheer me up. This year is one of important year to me i am form 5 i got public exam. So i leave the girl aside because of studies and when my graduation come. I saw the girl come she pretend she didnt see me on her right side she is holding hand wit a guy sadly i find out its her boyfriend. I cry secreatly at night only my sister knw bout this.(not my real sister my friend).
2012:
These is oso not much things happen in early january juz in mid of january i meet her in mall wit her boyfriend she pretend didnt see me n my friends. later she message me tell me sorry becuz she is rushing and i reply its ok anyway i didnt see u too.Actually i did i juz want to test her see wat she gona reply she say she is juz walking around in the mall as expected she wont tell me she go wit her boyfriend it is night tht time. I cried in my bedroom tht night seeing them so sweet why its not me.
Its january 30 her 18 birthday i was invited to her house. I actually planning not to go because i knw i will see her BF there but she badly want me to go. While i was in her house i feel soooo terrible seein g her and her Bf so sweet although i deliver roses to her without my name in the end i told her is me but then as i go to her room i see two big bundles of roses which is already death and i believe its her current BF giv it to her. Its is believed tht she goin to get married soon and from her look tht day when i went to her house she is pregnant!!!!
Thank for reading my story. Good luck in everything. so if you ever loved someone just go for it before its too late even nw i cry a river also no use. I really regret didnt do anything in 2011 i regret soooooo much but its too late to change the past. I believe I am a stupid and a failure boy who only waiting for miracle which never come.
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