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Well it's a verryyy long story but pretty much I had started dating this guy named Tyler Caldwell like a year and a half ago.....and I eventually fell in love with him. We broke up every few months (it was always him), and I would feel like dying. But the breakups never lasted more than 3 months before we got back together. So we dated on and off and our total relationship (minus all the breakups) was about 9 months. Now let me tell you...this boy....was my EVERYTHING. I loved him so unconditionally...and I thought he loved me too. He always told me he loved me and you could see it in his eyes he meant it. The problem with him is that even though he means it at the time...well he's very inconsistent. He'll make me a promise one day and you can see that he intends on keeping it and thinks he will but then...he doesn't and it's like he doesn't even realize it. So basically when we were together, well...let's just say we were SO perfect together...it was crazy. We never even fought. We were such a great couple...and we brought out the best in each other. We had so much fun together...and we talked about getting married, we talked about our future together. And it would have been such a good life for us, I could have loved him all my life. It had been a year and a half since I had fallen in love with him, and I hadn't gone one day without thinking of him. I was so in love with him and I thought I was finally going to be happy, even though he had hurt me before (he's the only one who's ever broken my heart, but he's done it so many times...) But it all went awry one night. So I was texting him one night and I mentioned something about my age (He's 2 1/2 years older than me but I knew I had told him already) and he FLIPPED out. I knew I had told him before..;but he must have forgotten. So eventually he got calmed down and he was fine. But then when I saw him a couple of days later I could tell something was off...he was acting different (I have no idea if it was really because of the age thing but I think it might have been). But being myself (I never want to give up on anything) I just ignored it in hopes that it would get better. It didn't. Weeks passed, and i felt that he was trying to distance himself from me. Like he began to ignore me more and more and he never called or texted anymore and he never told me he loved me anymore (which he usually told me like 5 times a day) and one day he just flat out ignored me and when I tried to talk to him he just totally blew me off and I was so sad and hurt that the next morning I broke up with him because I figured he was going to do it to me. So I pretty much said "I'm so so sorry I really dont wanna do this but after yesterday I dont think i have much choice so...were done. This doesnt have to be permanent though we can fix this if you want I just felt like you were going to dump me and I knew I couldn't stand watching you leave me again. I love you so much but honestly you cant just ignore me like that and expect everything to be okay." But he got all mad/sad and was just like "Whatever this is what you want." and it just made me so mad because it was like he wasnt getting that I didnt want to do this. So at the end of the day I asked for him back but he said no because i had "put him through too much crap". Which was really hypocritical of him to say since he was the one who had put me through WAY more crap before. And I was the perfect girlfriend. Honestly I know for a fact that I never did anything wrong for him to be upset with me, and I was completley justified in breaking up with him. Plus I was giving him the chance to fix it but he didn't take it. Soo I was SOOOO upset but then later that night he came up to me at the schools dance we were having and told me he forgave me and eventually was like "I really do want you back because I love you and I love being with you...but I dont want to keep hurting you so I'm going to have to think about this over the weekend. Is that alright? And can you not ignore me please?" So I said yes and I was happy but then after the weekend I asked him if he had come to a decision and he said he was still thinking. But swear I had heard him laugh and say "NOT" under his breath when he wrote me the note saying he was still thinking. So then like 2 days later my friend told me that Tyler was going out with this girl named Ceheira (which let me tell you this girl is NOT attractive and I am so I had no idea why he would choose her over me). And I was just so uspet I wanted to die. Well he's been dating her for like a month now (actually they might've broken up I'm not really sure) but he refuses to talk to me and just completey acts like we never had anything....like we never loved each other and he doesnt even care about me at all anymore. And everyday I have to see his face at school and it just tears me up inside because he's changed (remember how I said we brought out the best in each other? well when we broke up I guess it brought out the worst in him). Like it was like he was a totally different person...I barely recognize him anymore. And he just moves from girl to girl even after he breaks up he just gets right back in a relationship like one day later (which is totally not healthy like I make myself ait 2 weeks after a breakup before I even allow myself to flirt) TO BE CONTINUED....

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