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3 1/2 years ago, a relationship began between myself and my current heart breaker. Soon into our immature relationship, he lost his job and wanted to go on a three week ski trip that turned into a 5 month trip. I was so supportive even after I found out I was pregnant and he still wanted to go. I didn't want him to resent me so I did anything he wanted expect have an abortion. That decision damage our first go at a relationship. I spent the next 8 months hurt, alone and lost. Some days I was strong and I wanted to recover. Then he call and we'd talk, and all that courage faded. He came to the hospital the day after our son was born, and asked me for a paternity test??? The cost was $500 and he said he would pay for it. $500 wasted of his own money because of course the baby was is. The next 5 months he was still not a part of our son's life and we lived 700 miles away from it each. Around the 6th month, he made the choice to be a father and moved to Charlotte, NC where we were. This was the second time. He told me everything I wanted to hear, just to deny it all 2 weeks later and hurt me again. I was stupid to continue to see him even though he would not say that we were in a relationship. I had enough and said no more. I started a new relationship that last a year before I ended it. At this time, my son' father, AKA my heartbreaker, wanted back in my life. I told him I didn't want to do it anymore because I wanted a meaningful relationship and did not want to end up alone. Like prince charming, he brought me flowers and wrote me a love note to win me over. I was so excited. I was getting what I wanted for so long even when I was with someone else. This time it lasted for 2 1/2 months. I guess along the way, I had made him mad because I didn't babysit our son on his night (we did not live together) so he could go to a basketball game and I had a school project I needed to do. I also made a choice to take my son to daycare while both of our parents in town. What's crazy and unfair, is he never talked to me when these things happened. He kept them hidden until he could use them as an excuse to break my heart again. Three times, with some strays along the way and I am still shocked. He keeps breaking my heart, and it's not like any other breakup because I have to see him every Tuesday night when he picks up our son, and it hurts everytime. He has put me through so much that I am too ashamed to even say it in here, and I forgave him everytime. I do somethings so small and he walks out on me. He can't forgive me. I tried for three days to change his mind; he was just annoyed and it pushed him further away. My broken heart is also cold and I will never become emotional attached to another man, and it's all his fault!

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