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We had just broke up for some weeks ago. He wanted us to stay friends, and I was like: Yeah! Okay. Let's try this, let's give it a shot! But my friend ruined it, by telling me that he called her, even though it was a mistake! And she turned that into a huge thing, like he wanted to date her and what not! So I got mad at him, and called him and yelled at him SO bad! He was so disappointed at me! I could hear it in the way he sounded while speaking. He was so mad and so shocked! And started saying: Did she even tell you that it was a mistake that I called her? Did she even tell you that I was trying to reach my friend and NOT her!? Yeah, I said.. And then again, I said that the reason why I called him was because I wanted to hear his point of view (Because there is always two sides of the story). He was not even to have a conversation with. When I was through, he said to me: You through? Do you have anything else to say? Why are you even calling me?. - I got so speechless when he said that! So I said: I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings. I didn't mean to cause any sort of drama. All I wanted was to hear your side of the story. Sorry I yelled at you. And I know you didn't want to make it look like you were supposed to date Lisbeth (my friend). But she's very good at making a huge deal out of nothing!! - He was speechless, and then he said: Well. If you got nothing more to say, I'mma take off! Bye! And he hung up. - And afterwards I tried to contact him. Tried to talk to him, but he hung up on me every time. And didn't answer my: I'm sorry- text message. :(
The simply last time I heard from him was at the end of the easter holiday. We were supposed to spend the sunday together with each of our friends by a lake and have a barbecue! But again: My former friend ruined it! (she's my frennemy now)!
He wroted: Merete. I can't do this anymore. All I ever did, was to be nice to you and your friends, and what do I get in return? shit! - I've had enough of this. Forget me. Get me out of your life! This is the last message I'm sending you. Take care
(But he also wroted: And you can call so many times you want. I won't pick up)


- These words he texted me, are still running through my mind! I miss him so much. And I really want him back! He's a muslim, and by being a muslim, you take a huge package with you (in the relationship).
And I don't believe this was the last time I've heard from him. I really don't. I just want to get him back! This was my first love. My first relationship! I feel like he's the one, and I've never ever felt like this before.
I've been crying so much. And my stomach hurts so bad while I'm thinking about him! The butterflies are still flying around, and my heart beats so fast when I'm thinking of him.

The only reason I can think of, is to leave him alone for several months, and hope for him to contact me.


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