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It was already one year and 2months after we broke up but the memory is still there. this was my first heart break, so here's the story.

We started as good friends for one year and a months so. We get to see each other everyday, even Saturday and Sunday. There come a time when we got too close, that some of our friends thought he is courting me, or others thought we were lovers already. So we deny their accusations, because the two of us know what's the real score between us. But deep inside me, there were the hope that it was all true.

There come the time that we didn't see each other for a week, for we have no classes. Then he text me,saying that he misses me, if i feel the same way too, that's its hard for him for not seeing me. So the feeling is mutual, but we were not sure if we build a relationship, it would work, then came the trial and error part. But after weeks, he ask me to make our relationship real. Then I said yes.

Our relationship goes well. It seems that no one can break us apart. There were days that we hang up with our friends but it was like we were alone. When he embraced me, it felt like i was meant to be there, like I was so safe when I was in his arms. When we hold each others arms it was like I'm the only girl he sees. We enjoy talking with each other, build our dreams and future together. How we plan what we are going to do the next day. And my favorite part was, when night came at exactly 7:30pm I would expect he will call me. I would go out to our balcony, and he does the same, he was the one who taught me to love and like the moon, because of that it was like he was with me because we were looking at the same beautiful moon. We will admire its beauty and he even said that, if i miss him just look at the moon and I'll know he was always there, thinking of me too.

But then the time come, we had a new student at school. I have a feeling that, that girl will cause our relationship trouble, but then it didn't, but I'm wrong.

I was relieve that months came, and he didn't show any clue that he was attracted to the new student. But problems came, there was a gossip that my schoolmates saw them together on their way home. Then the next day, they were seen at the back of our municipal hall, like they were hiding or being care-full not to be seen. Then at our friends' birthday, i was the last one that came, together with my two besties. The people there told me how sweet they were. But against all that gossips, i did nothing, i still trust him and i kept quite. I didn't say anything about that girl. But the new girls image were ruined because of the gossips of our schoolmates. The hard part is, the time came that we quarreled because of that girl, he didn't believe me, that it was not me, that spread those gossips,it was such a heartbreak seeing him defending her, while i was his girlfriend.

My friend told me that, my boyfriend told him, he love this new girl already, but he don't want to hurt me. Hearing this realization hit me, it hurts so much. It came a time that we didn't talk, like i never existed and vise-versa.And they were together the whole day. I saw how sweet they were, face to face.

JS Promenade came, he danced with me 2songs. Up to the last song, he broke up with me saying he can't take it anymore, that he loves her. All I can do is cry. it was 10:45 in the evening February 13, 2010, when we broke up. Our sweet memories were still fresh in my memory, memories that i wish can come back. It was 1 year. but I still love him and he knows it. It hurts the most when he say that "sorry, i love you but..".. hey there are many words that can come after that, it can be "i love you but i love her the most" or "i love you but, i can't live without her" or "i love you but i cannot leave her."

I wish he was still mine


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