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I've been away from my husband for a while.We don't have a formal break up yet because I believe that both of us don't want to do the first move. He is dating a new girl and we never really talk. Maybe once in a blue moon, we talk about our child.I don't have any relationship with any man but there are some few men who show interest on me and some even ask for a date. One day, I went in a facebook and a cousin of my husband added me as his friend, so I accepted.We were talking and became open to each other. He pursued me for about 3 weeks, telling me how much he loves me and that he will never hurt me. At the beginning I didn't really like him but still I accepted him and we became lovers online. I have to admit I was not really sure that I love him even during that time. We talked, chatted and exchanged txt messages everyday for a month. All of a sudden I noticed that he was not texting me anymore and when I sent inbox message to his facebook he never replied anymore. I told him my observation and he said he was just busy and that he will make it up to me. One day, I saw his pictures on facebook with a girl. His hands around her and obviously they have a relationship. I did not bother to message him, I waited for him to say hi when he saw me online and he did. Then I asked him about the girl, and told him that I deserve an explanation. At the beginning, he was kinda denying it but after our conversation he changed his facebook to in a relationship status.

He told me that he was trying to avoid our situation because he is my husband's cousin and he doesn't want any trouble. But the thing is long before, even when he was starting to court me I already told him of the consequences but he did not listen. He still told me that he loves me so much.

Now I'm the one in the loose because I learned to love him and the situation is depressing me so much. I see him online on facebook everyday and I can see that he's really happy with his life and girl. It hurts me so bad because he doesn't care to call me to talk to me about the situation. I even ask him if we should stop communicating and he told me if we can think about it first. We don't have a break up yet and he still even call me "hon".

What will I do? I feel terrible!!!

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