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So I meet Chris my sophmore year of high school and I instantly had a crush on him. As time passed we became good friends, but during that time I meet a guy who i instantly fell in love with, I thought he was the one (my first love) whenever my "first love" did something mean to me I would go to chris for advice and he was always there to listen n give his views. He was a good friend since. We stopped talking later in my sophmore year and it was until the second semester of my junior year that we started talkin again. He was transfered to my art class and I offered him a seat next to me so he wouldn't be alone and we began our friendship again. It began with long conversations on AIM and talkin and playing around in class, thats when i realized i liked him alot. My first love had moved to Los Angeles and Chris was the first guy to make me forget him. So one day we talked for 7 hours on AIm until he asked me to be his gf. I was happy and so it began it was his senior year and my junior year. We were inseperable. We were always with his friends, I ditched mine to hang out with his at lunch, he'd walk me to class and we would hang after school to be together. He was really into yugioh cards and sold rare ones just to take me out to eat and the movies. He was so great.One of our fights we were at the mall, I got mad and walked away he chased me and got on the ground to apologize and wouldnt get up until i accept it..and i did. Our 5 months together he got me a cute necklace that said i love you and i wore it everywhere. And again we had another fight and he would take the bus and come to my house just to talk to me and fix it, he would stand outside my window and refuse to go..I knew then i was falling. During that time he got kicked out of his house and I was there to help him out, I would take teh bus to school extra early and meet him in school with food because since he had no place to go he wouldn't eat and I'd hang with him all morning and we did that for a while until his mom let him come back home...Anytime he needed me I was there. Then he graduated, He finally had his license and was headed to a community college nearby. I was in my senior year of high school and with him gone it felt so lonely but we would see each other maybe 3 times a week. Suddenly he stopped coming less and less, until i began to complain and ask why.. one day after 1 year and 1 month he broke up with me. I couldn't and didnt want to accept this so i cried and texted him not to all day long.. yes he broke up with me through text. But he said no he was done...n so we were apart for 3 months until my senior graduation when he came to look for me, and tell me he still loved me and he regretted breakin up with me..I of course had not moved on either..we had both been single those 3 months ..so we got back together. I got pregnant and he seemed happy, and asked me to marry him, and we werent fighting anymore and got very close again. He shared his decease with no one but his family knew about , we would go away from the city to hotels and just stay there so we could be together away from the world , and we did that once in a while. Well one day he i was walking up some stairs in the apartments were i live and fell... I lost our baby. And so we were really sad but we stayed strong..for a while...a few weeks later he began to be mean and call me stupid on the phone..he would ditch me and lie about the places he was at... then finally one day he confessed that he thought he was only with me because i was pregnant. I had told him many times in our relationship that together or not he would have all the rights to see the baby and if he was with me it should be because he wanted ME..so he told me he was having doubts and didnt know if i was the right girl for me.. I had been his first..just about everything. First love, first intimate partner and so on..and so we talked in person and he cried and said he loved me so much but was confused and i didnt want him to go all life wondering IF i was the right girl for him, and so we broke up. But we cried and cried and just stood outside my house hugging each other for a long time, he promised me he would come back as soon as he stopped being confused that he would take this time to think and we stood outside for almost an hour crying and holding on to each other...he said not to leave..that he would look for me...and so we said goodbye. After 2 weeks I saw on his facebook a picture of him and other guys and girls at an amusement park and i saw the date and it was around the time me and him had an argument and he told me he was at school , well he was actually hangin with friends and other girls. I got so mad because throughtout our relationship he would ditch me for friends...pick them to hang with and made me feel like i was never his #1. I let the anger take over and told him i was gonna move on . Later i regreted it..but it was done. I contacted him the next day (thanksgiving day) and said i was leaving to bakersfield but asked him to forgive me that i did wanna wait and i loved him.. he said he loved me too. A few days later about 4 days I found out he had a new gf..he put himself as married to her on facebook, wrote that she owned him and yesterday uploaded a picture of them together and he deleted me and my sister on facebook. All his friends who have known me for al ong time could not belive it and all contacted me and told me that they saw them together everywhere...after 4 days...he forgot me?...we had a long 2 year relationship...and he finds someone else...and suddenly is the happiest person in the world..since i found out he was with her, i have not been able to sleep or eat.. i have been in contact with his best friend who me and my ex hung out with all the time in high school and basically since we were togheter.. and he can't believe it either. He thinks my ex is being stupid...and no one understands how much it hurts..people say to stop thinking of him and move on.. but how can I when i had all my life with him planned..when i had so much love for him and he basically replaced me so quicly..its hard.

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Re: The One I called My true love (LONG)  December 21st, 2010