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I was being treated like I was a guy, a pal. He deprived me of any affection. He was sarcastic, yelled a lot, drank alcohol after work every day, did drugs. I was trying to get his attention every day, but never had any time for me, went directly to the couch and entertained himself. I did all the housework, busted by behind taking care of him and his house for 13 years!! Then he met someone at work, and without a clue, he dropped the bomb on me. Said I had to leave. Said he didn't love me. But the week before he told me that he loved me. Said I could VISIT HIM ANYTIME I WANTED TO!!!!???? I did nothing to stop this. I haven't called him, pleaded for begged. However, I went through the most painful heartache. I never would have believed that a broken heart could be soooo painful. I pray a lot, and although I still feel sadness and grief, but not to the degree I was in before. I loved him with all my heart, but never got back anything from the relationship. I felt so unloved and dying inside from his cruel indifference to my needs. Why can't I detach completely from him yet. He still invades my mind a lot and I don't know how to stop it. HELP

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