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I dont know much these days. What I do know is this...five years ago, when I met him, I thought he was amazing. There was something that was so diffrent about him. He told me I was beautiful...alot of people have told me that before, but when he said it, i really heard it. He was NOT my type. Tall, super thin, big ears....a little on the goofy side. He was a musician. That should have been my first clue. He wrote me songs and pomes, and no one had ever made me feel the way he did. I felt like my heart had found a home...
Lets fast forward five years, shall we? We have gotten married and had a stunning little girl. I am working full time, going to school part time, supporting my family. I have supported my husband through a cronic illness, a drug addiction, and all the while, he has been unemployed for most of our relationship. He beings spending compulsivly, he is always detached from me. he wont make love to me for two years....so i am sure you wont be shocked when i tell you that i find out hes online talking to and flirting with old flings. he turns the tables and says i shouldnt have been invading his privacy. He writes in a notebook about another woman. I confront him. I tell him it takes two people to make a marrige work and he needs to meet me half way. I feel like I am losing him. I try everything. He keeps spending and refuses to stop talking to other women. I finally left. Its been six months. He wont call our daughter, she misses her dad. I feel so low right now and my heart is broken. I hate him. But I hate myself more for being so stupid

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