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broke up with my boyfriend over a month ago, and we've been talking on and off as friends, we don't want to stop talking or hanging out completely because he's moving in a month so we're trying to spend as much time as possible because we were together for almost 2 years and the moving is really hard. he keeps saying that i don't appreciate him/ungratefull/selfish, i know sometimes i push him too much because i KNOW he can do better, i know he can be great, but he's just lazy and all of it backfired on me. he says i make him feel worthless/useless/small he also called me HORRILBLE i know im not horrible! because you can't be horrible to the person you love. and i love him so much, he's the only person i share EVERYTHING with, secrets, money, food everything! :O
if he asks for the clothes im wearing ill take em off and give em to him because he's the most important in my life. last time we talked we got into a huge fight, he said something really bad, something women would divorce their husbands for! so i got pissed and i called this BIXCH girl he hangs out with a bixch :) but i did it in my language and it's a bad word so he started yelling at me for saying a word like that, it just felt like he was picking up a fight. what he said is alot worse it was insulting to me! but what i said wasn't that big. he kept telling me that he can't handle me anymore and that he's disappointed in me and he doesn't look at me the same way he used to. i think it's causing me low self-esteem & depression. i know im a good person i know that i fought so hard for this relationship, there wasn't once that he needed me and i wasn't there i never gave up on him while he hungs up on me when i start crying and shuts off his phone when we fight, i mean you can't do that, it effected me severly and it's also effecting my mental stability. he keeps telling me that i won't find someone else whereas he'll find a girl the next week. he's messing with my head! after the fight we had he told me he doesn't want to ever keep in touch and that he's done for good. i know i shouldn't love a person like that, and when i told my friend about the thing he said, she was shocked and told me that if he could say that then he never loved you, which would really break my heart even more :( he broke my heart alot! and he keeps saying that I'M the one who broke his heart, I'M the one that ruined our relationship, and that it was MY fault all along. i don't think i could get over it and i'm scared i'd never forget about him. he blamed me for everything and i feel like he'll keep doing that even if we get back together. i really love him.

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