Hi Sweetie, I hope youre reading this. I see you posted this a few days ago. Im turning 21 in less than 2 months, and I dont think you couldve expressed your feelings any better. Its very difficult to give someone your all- something you never even imagined giving to anyone else, period. I dont like to talk about my story, but my ex (we are supposedly working things out but hes not giving me the time of day WHATSOEVER) knew I was going through some tough times when we first started talking talking I then began finding comfort in him, and I wasnt even trying to trust anyone at the time! After nearly 3 years, things just began going downhill. Broken promises, empty conversations... UGH... lets get back to YOUR story. Anyhow, I know what it feels like to sincerely care about someone, to the point where you love him. It sucks how your pride and joy ends up becoming your depression hole. Keep your head up and take it day by day- nobody with a sincere heart deserves a broken heart. Were both still young, we have better days to come. Sometimes, actually- QUITE OFTEN, these experiences happen to be learned from. Sad to say but it certainly does bring out the best in us. We ought to be more careful with who we rely on. Hence, we are back at step 1 in this case, are we not? Geez, I know this is getting long, I apologize. All Im saying is, everything happens for a reason. If you know you do not deserve that broken heart, SOMETHING BETTER MUST BE IN STORE FOR US. Its the only way to go; live your life to the fullest... because KARMA IS A BITCH ;] (and that goes both ways, karma is not always bad, unless youve done wrong unto others, right?)
With empathy,
Aimee
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