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We've been dating for 2 years...had one breakup that was horrible about 6 months ago...got back together feeling like we made a mistake and needed to work on us...we tried, we got engaged and promised to not leave without working things out this time...he left.

He has been through the trauma of losing a wife, I have ptsd from a past situation. We need to work on these, but I feel that together supporting each other would be so much more effective. Last week he told me he loved me and would never leave. This week he says he isn't capable of feeling love and can't be with me or anyone.

On top of this, my house is in foreclosure, lost job, hauntings of the past...I swallowed pills and ended up in the ER. It was too much, and not necessarily him...just a plate too full that I had no desire to try and balance. Bad idea, I know, I didn't want to die, I wanted recognition for my depression and a little compassion without people telling me that it's lame and to go exercise or eat better. It's a DISEASE.


How do I get through this. I love him with all my heart. I want to encourage his health, I want to marry him as planned, I want his promises of 2 weeks ago back that he would never leave. I can't stop crying.

Help. Help. He tells me as of 4 days ago that he loves me so much. You can't just take that away. Please tell me he will miss me and come back.

P.S. Sorry if my generic answers in those boxes don't make sense - they're not lined up well so I wasn't sure what I was checking.

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