The Story
this is how everything started:
there was a reality tv show, a model search, and i was a fan of one of the girl candidates (am not a lesbo). lets call her tony.
there was a classmate/groupmate of mine that would often sit beside me to chat. he's cute but not totally handsome and attractive, he's smile is just great that i got hypnotized. lets just call him jp.
at the day of the reality show finale, that classmate of mine sitted beside me, one of our gay classmate was with us and that gay took his bag, opened it and scanned for items. the gay took a key and asked jp, "you have a car?" so jp said yes. he gave us voting txt cards to vote for tony, he said that tony is his girl and i was like "oh wow that's cool, do you have some pics of her on your fone? will you give me a pic of her with autographs? there he showed me everything. i have a little crush on him, love the way he talks and smiles, i know my friends wouldnt like him for me, he's not that attractive. i know his attracted to me, well its not like am a bitch trying to pretend like am anne hattaway, but frankly speaking im not ugly, and now that ive learned he already has a girl ive finally realized maybe that's the reason why he would flirt me but with boundaries, everything wasnt a big deal for me really.
then he added me up that stupid friendster (friendster, where i got my first real boyfriend, and the reason why jp and i became an item), took stolen shots of me, etc. till the semester is over. as ive mentioned above, i had this boyfriend that ive met in friendster (friend of a friend or should i say fantasy of a friend) we've been together for almost a year, jp asked for my digits in the last 2 months of our weak relationship.
when my FS boyfriend finally decided to end our relationship, me and jp were txting each other but not that often, i was still stunned by the break-up. jp told me that him and tony were no longer together, and would ask me to go out with him sometime but i keep saying im busy blah blah blah. few weeks later he txted again, maybe that time im finally ready to mingle, he said he likes me and asked me if its ok if he's gonna court me, said it in a joke i replied yes to all hahaha.
ive found out that he's graduated (were not in the same batch, he's just a classmate of mine in 1 of my subjects) and that he's already a manager in there own business, whoa that was a great points booster for me so ive finally said yes when he asked me out for a date.
on the day of the said date i was really not in the mood, totally nervous and wanted to back out, i know he's not as good looking as my ex, and im afraid that i might do something horrible that could offend him because of that. he said he would pick me up at gate of the university. when i went out with a friend to look for his car, i got nervous, cant see any car that could probably be his. its all big cars and i was thinking of a sedan. so i txted him to get out of his car and pick me up at the nearest convenience store, were me and my friend is standing at, i was surprised he was already there looking for me, i was stunned, yeah he looks so stunning (love the clothes) i just said "hi, lets go?" trying not to show any sign that im amazed, he was smiling at me and am shivering to death inside that i forget about my friend, my friend said hi to him and told him to take good care of me then said goodbye.the best part of it? when he finally took me to his car, i was really really shocked, the car that i was starring at minutes ago that i thought wouldn't be his is his car! it was white(wouldn't mention what car is it). i was amazed when, more when we get inside, i want it to be my coffin.. ha ha morbidity. while he's driving we chat, found out that that said business of his family is a corporation, that there fam got 2 corporations and some other businesses. i don't know what to say, got ran out of words so he joke "why are you not talking? shy?" i just laugh, got nothing to say, we had a really great time.
we dated and dated, i introduced him to my bestfriend, talk about him to my grandma, and household. him, telling me he thinks he's really in love with me now, those kind of things then random things.
i said to my best friend that i like him but want the courting period long enough to see and make sure of everything, but my heart got too excited, after a 2/3 month of dating i said yes, we were in his car that time, he was really happy telling me that he was afraid that i would choose my other suitor, he thought i got a lot of suitors, he was really happy he forgot to kiss me! i hugged him tight looked into his eyes so he kissed me, it was just a romantic kiss, i want it french ha ha, so i made him kiss me again (i didn't verbally told him to kiss me ). it was almost a great day when a terrible thing happened while i was sleeping with my head on his chest and his arm over on my shoulder while he is driving, he let go of my hand( i was holding his hand, our hands are on my chest, my hand is keeping his hand from my boobs) and sneakingly touch my breast(which is only 32 cup A. so come on, pervert), i was shocked that i cant move, i pretended im still asleep, he didnt stopped, he grabbed it and squeezed it lightly, i dont know what to do, i love him but what he's doing to me is just wrong. ive finally decided to move my arm, that way he stopped, pretending i just woke up didn't know anything and grab my bag from the back seat. i told him am not feeling well, and my body's feeling numb, which is true, i was really feeling cold that night, its like i have fever and my head is aching. i decided to give him another chance, its only our first day, maybe he just got horny.
he's a good boyfriend, compared to my ex, my friends' boyfriends and exes. he would text me never failed to txt me good mornings and everything, calls before he go to sleep, sings to me as requested, no matter how busy he is or how far we are to each other, coz we are in a long distance relationship kind of thing, it would take me 4 hrs. more or less to go to his house or him to come over my place, he still gives time no need to demand for it. everything was perfect, but at the back of my mind im afraid of the idea that were perfect, nothing goes just perfect, there must be something wrong with us.
way back when he was still courting me, i can remember he would invite me to come over to his house for me to meet his family, so now that were together he asked me to visit there house and the resort that his family owns so i can meet his parents. i agreed. we met at a mall. while he was driving he pop a question "what do you think our baby would look like? is he/she going to be cute? probably, his/her mom is cute.." i just smiled his smiling but serious. we got to there house, his parents wasn't there, they were at the resort waiting for us, we ate lunch, then hangout with his dog which is the breed that i suggested to him. he took me to the office, he told me "this were i am when you called me" he sat on a chair, suggested for me to sit on lap so i did, we started kissing, he grabbed my breast (which he always does every time we kiss) but this time he slipped his hands inside my shirt, i got carried away that ive allowed his hands to go everywhere, i realized he already wanted to have sex with me, he's pulling my pants down but im hesitating, we kept on making out when suddenly he asked me to go with him in to one of there rooms, of all the rooms he chosed his sister's, there he oppened the tv sitted beside me then started kissing me again. he laid me down to the bed and wanted to undress me, he already unzipped his pants, he unzipped mine, i dont really want to have sex with him too soon so im hesitating, good thing there maid knock, he oppened the door but the maid didnt even try to look at us, so i bend over so that she could see me with my clothes on and fixed hair, that way she wouldn't think that we made out, she told jp his mom called and she's looking for us, after that he closed the door we kissed then we went to the resort. when we got there i was shocked, i thought it would only be his parents I'll be dealing with, but his relatives are also there. her mom is cool, his dad is a bit serious, i dun like his relatives, his cousins are handsome unlike him, oopsie, yah he's different, he's addicting. her mom gave me chocolates. after that, he drove me to a restaurant, at the parking lot we got hot. he pulled my pants to knees, i dont like what's happening, it's not right, he almost entered me when his dad called asking where he is, hang up, then kissed me, hugged me, said sorry to me, i dont really know what's that sorry for, for wanting to have sex with me in risky places or for the interruption his father's call made? i hugged him back then whispered, bring me to a hotel next time, that was a joke, he knows that i don wanna have sex yet, but im not sure if he's taken that seriously, because after that he included checking in to the list of our activity option. i got disturb by it so i told him i was just joking, and my younger sister read his msg. so changed it into checking in to a resort, whew. much better. we met each other again, i forgot to bring swim wear with me, so i said you swim alone i'll just watch you. when we got to what he said resort, i found out that its not just a resort, its a hotel resort. we checked in a room, have lunch inside, i was praying please dont let bad things happen, where alone in a room and that makes my nerves. he was at the sitting at the bed when i come over to him and fed him, he was so cute, he gave me a smack on the lips, smack some more on the lips until the next smack i caught his lips on mine, then things got so fiery i couldn't stop myself anymore, he was undressing me i said no, but i could stop kissing him, he took off my pants that easy, he was forcing my panty down i was stopping him saying "please dont, it would hurt", he replied, "it'll be alright, it'll feel good later" he slipped his finger trying to seduces me more so i would give in but it really freaking hurts me, i was like crying coz im not sure if i want it, he saw that in my eyes, so he stopped and whispered "if you dont want it now, its ok, im sorry" omg! did he just said abracadabra? i kissed him that turned him on again, in the middle of the action, he's not yet but almost inside me, hugged him tight, i was so afraid, he looked me in the eyes he said i love you, so asked, what if this gives us a baby? he said he would marry me, he've been talking about it so many times before, he wants to marry me. everything happened, after that we snuggled, i dont have any regrets in mind, i was looking at him, the man that has turned me into a woman, he was talking about the plans he made for us. we both got home happy but im disturbed that i might get pregnant, he wasn't he's always cool about it telling me it wont happen and if it happens its ok. then every date we would see each other, we get intimate, no we didn't do it again, but its not the same as it was before, its extra sweeter, its like a husband and wife always getting horny inside the car. nothing's changed until i noticed he would say he's having difficulties about our situation, that his mother said that im too thin, that his mom and him had a bad conversation. then in our date he told me it's hard to live, that he wants his own business or work to other company coz he wants to free himself from his mom. he was always hilarious, but that moment was different, i saw sunset in his eyes, he hugged me tight like i was gonna die, i had an idea why. one afternoon he called i was sick so we haven't seen each other, he said he missed me so much, i know he was really busy that time but took time to call me, then he said his having difficulty with his mom, so told him what's on my mind, "she don't like me, right?" he confirmed it in a sad tone, i said "it's ok with me, it just happens, its normal" but i was like crying, coz his mother wants me out of his son's life, he said she told him to break up with me, he asked me if im sure if im ok, i said yes, he told me not to worry, that he would never leave. i ignored him the next day, so he called my sister to check if i got angry, i realized it unfair not to tell him the truth, i talked to him, he told me "dont be like that, im not leaving you, i promise" told him i wasn't angry with his mom, that i understand, its just that it'll be hard for us to resume our relationship now, he ensured that everything would be fine, he sang then teased me "someone there is shivering right now" haha he knows how much i love him when he sings to me.
so we continued to be happy together, we haven't seen each yet, so calls frequently. sunday evening he called to say goodnight, we joked around, he told me there would be no other girl he would marry rather than me, i joked on my reply "that if you're not going to agree with your mom and remain a bad boy" reply "well sorry ive never been a good boy. that call is the best conversation we ever had.
the next morning, i can go to school finally after a week of rest, it was an ordinary morning, woke up check my fone if he txted goodmornin, he did. wyl im on my way we had a short conversation thru txt. it was a normal scenario when suddenly i was
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