The Story
our story goes like this. His been my boyfriend since i was in 1st year college. His been my adviser,a best friend in short his been an ideal boyfriend my knight in a shining armor. Were been for almost 7 years. I studied in my mothers province and thats the place where i met him, after i graduated my college i went back to our home here in manila (phil.).And from that we had our long distance love affair.Im working here in manila and he also in aklan one of the province here in the phil. we saw each other once or sometimes twice a year. he always went here in our place just to see me. i really dont know why we had this situation now.its been 2 month since the last time we saw each other. we went for a vacation in boracay. from that i fell something different from him he doesnt even allow me to read or even touch his cellphone but i ignore it. he just told me that if i would gonna read his cp message he knows that i will be jealous and i will ask questions who are the name of the girls in his phonebook.so i just ignored it. coz i admit i always jealous. were been broke up for 15days now. coz i discovered from my auntie in aklan that he has girl their in aklan. and they always saw the both of them. i ask him about the girl but he dont even explain anything he just got mad at me. and that was so painful for me. i would rather choose to heard from him that his asking for forgiveness of what he did rather than saying nothing at all. he just really prove that he give up that 7 years of relationship for nothing. he dont even try to save that relationship. it was really painful!.... damn i wasted my life for him, i wasted time for unworthy guy. yes it's easy to say to anyone to let go but how? if all the roads lead you back to him. if all the memories comeback? if all the pain is still there. i conditioned my self before that he would be the perfect guy for me that his the man i want to share my whole life with. and this happened,how can i move on if he take with him my heart? other says that if your inlove just give 50% but i had given my 99% and how can i start moving on with that 1% left? this is really love? if i only knew that this thing will happen hindi na sana ako naglove.if this was just the ending.
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