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I'm still so confused on what in the world is happening. I over reacted one day. We made up. Apparently not, he ignored me. He was mad for awhile. A few weeks later, we made up. He ignored me for 2 weeks because he was having "personal issues." We made up. He got freaked out that I love him (apparently), he ignored me for a few weeks. Then yelled at me.There is something wrong but he refuses to tell me, but yet he blames me for his problems.

I have had enough of this pure and utter immature bull. So after he yelled at me in a crowded parking out for no reason what so ever, I sat in my car and balled my eyes out for about 20 minutes. Like hard care crying. Then I went to the gym and worked out all my frustration. And decided that I had enough of getting treated like complete shit for no reason, especially if he wasn't going to tell me what was going on.

So for 3 and a half days I didn't call him, didn't want to. The night before I was supposed to see him again, I sent him a text that said "sorry." That was it, usually my texts are quite long winded. When I seen him, I ignored him. Polite when needed but didn't look at him, didn't speak, didn't do anything. He acted like his feelings were hurt. I mean I wasn't glad that his feelings were hurt, but for once I was glad that it was ME who was hurting. Yea, it hurt to cut him off like that, but it's better than spending another day getting shot down.

He always does that. I'm always getting ditched, dumped, lied to. I always get the short end of the stick. All I ever tried to do for this guy was be his friend.

I asked him if he was still going to do some community service with me, he said that he probably would, he probably should. He knows he's dug himself into a grand canyon size hole this time and he's going to have to do a lot to dig his ass out this time, if it's even possible.

Then he missed the next day and STUPIDLY, I copied down the answers to a test that he missed. That is how our whole friendship started ages ago. In fact, it's gotten so bad I don't think he can pass a class anymore without cheating. He doesn't even try anymore.

Still, I ignored him. Cold shoulder all the way. He SWORE he would call me. Well at the end of the night, he fell alseep right after he ate dinner (which was wayyy early) and I sent him a text that said I just want everything to be ok. And I honestly know that he did fall asleep.

TODAY. I decided I really need his friendship atleast in my life so I let up on the cold shoulder a bit. But then I seen him with a trio of girls that hate my guts. One spreads lies about me. The other hates me because I'm in a relationship with him. And the other is just a big dumb slut!
So I got pissed and didn't even give him a single chance.

I seen him a little later and ignored him, still pissed. He could tell for sure. I decided not to waste my time being mad at him. Still, I ignored him just because he doesn't exactly deserve my heart right now. He has never even apologized or explained any of this shit. Right now I don't even think we're friends.

So I seen him again and this time I kind of waited for him, giving him a chance to make it right. He seen me and actually HESITATED on rather to come talk to me or go with his friends -- WHICH HE ALWAYS CHOOSES OVER ME! While I on the other hand, choose him over anyone else.

He promised that he wouldn't fall asleep and he'd call. I shrugged it off, "Yea - whatever" and watched him walk away.

I don't want to be his girlfriend, best friend, friend, or even in his presence anymore. I've had it. He's hurt me one too many times and he knows that now. I think absence really does make the heart grow founder. I think this time, he's going to have to grow really found of me. We have 71 more days of high school. In 71 one days, if he has his shit together and stops acting like some silly ass hormone controlled boy, then I'll give him a chance. But if he's going to act like a self ass for the next few years I'm out of here. Seriously, he's my reason. I have to decide to stay or go when it comes to college. If he can get it together then I'll stay and give another chance. If he can't, baby I'm gone, for good.

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