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For many years I would occasionally have a dream about a very small very young-looking girl. most of the time we were together in the dream as more than friends but rarely were they sex dreams, although there were some of those too. Then out of the blue one day a girl popped into my life, at work. she was new, and I was chosen by my boss to train her. we spent 12 hours a day 3 days a week together and from the very start we 'clicked.' Being married, I refrained from 'making a move' on her, but I was wildly attracted to her.then after about 3-4 weeks I remembered those dreams I used to have, and it dawned on me that this was her! She looked exactly like the girl from my dreams! I did not share this with her, since we still had a working relationship, with some casual flirting and such, and since she was 20 years younger than me I did not believe she was feeling the same way i was. I was falling in love with her but didn't dare to believe it. Well, about 6 weeks into her orientation she was about done and ready to move to night shift. The next to last day she was to work with me we walked out to the parking lot together and just stared at each other for several minutes then we walked to our cars in opposite directions, each looking back at the other 3-4 times. I got into my car and felt a kind of despair that our time was coming to an end. That whole day we had spent together staring into each other's eyes and touching on the leg and things like that. Earlier I had gotten her cell number by calling my phone from hers, and that evening after we had parted I saw her in her car on the phone as we were leaving the parking lot, so called her number and hung up after one ring. She immediately called me back, and we talked for 45 minutes and finally confessed to each other the way we felt. I was in shear heaven once I realized she felt the same way about me that I did about her. The next time we worked together was 2 days later, and as soon as I saw her I pulled her into a closet and we kissed our first kiss. We were perfect together. All that day we took advantage of every opportunity to duck into a private space and make out, and both of our lips were bruised by the end of the day from making out so much. The next 2 days were mad, we made out like crazy during our remaining days together. My wife was going out of town for the weekend and Friday we made plans to meet after work. We wound up going to a motel and we tore each other's clothes off as soon as we entered the room and made passionate love all night. It was by far the most incredible sexual experience of my life, me being 46 at the time and she 26. We were so compatible, she was really the girl of my dreams. within 3-4 weeks I confessed my love for her, and she me. She wound up adding a phone to her wireless plan for me, so we could text and talk, as we had different mobile companies. My love grew for her each day, and we got together every chance we could, early in the mornings and after work on days only one of us was working. Many Fridays we were able to spend about 4-7 hours together at our favorite motel, and each encounter was better than the last. We were so incredibly comfortable and compatible with each other as we explored each other's bodies, finding different ways to get each other off. In hindsight I wish I had hadthe guts to leave my wife and kid then, but I suppose I was content with things as they were, and she told me she was too. She dated other people, but she always thought of me , until about 2 years had passed. This redneck controlling bitch of a girl had began working with her, aand gradually got into her mind that she deserved better than me and that her boyfriend's roommate, who was in the Army and lived 300 miles away. Well, after several months of pressure she agreed to go to a 4th of July party down there. Long story short she fell for that guy and dropped me like a bad habit, but telling me just enough to string me along for another 4 weeks then taking her 7 year old daughter out of school, quitting her job and leaving her friends and family and moving 300 miles away to be with this guy, making these decisions after knowing him a week and finally moving one month after meeting him. I was and am still bewildered and devastated. I told my wife everything and went to see her a week after she met him ot plead for her but was rejected, leaving me alone and desperate. I did a lot of stupid things the next several days, but her mind was made up and I am here, 5 months later, still with a deep void in my heart with the intense pain that filled it remains. I stay so depressed and want to stop living at times just to not have to feel. I miss her with every fiber of my being and don't know what to do. I just exist from day to day

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