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Hi people, and first of all thanks for reading, sharing and helping me to overcome my depression and confusion at this moment. My relationship started in November 07' and ended last month, on the 19th August. It lasted for about 9 months. I had the best time of my life being with her. Almost everyday we spent together and had a lot of good and bad times to come thought. We went to the seaside and the Exit Festival. Honestly i was ready to die for her, if you know what i mean. Now, here comes the problem and what actually happened.
First, she told me that she needed a short break which would last until the 1st September, because she said she's confused with her self. I accepted it, and that day both of us were very sad and we cried all day. Those days were very hard for me. I couldn't eat, sleep or do anything. As the "pause" progressed, she was telling me (with tears in her eyes and loads of grief) that she ain't gonna return on September the 1st, and that she need more time, maybe a couple months, although she sad that she still loves me . That day i saw her, sitting with another guy in a cafe - club. After that i decided to stop any communication visual or over the phone. I wasn't even saying hello to her in school. A couple days later, she got sad because of that, and wanted to get back to me. And i said alright. We talk the whole day together and i was really happy. Later that evening i decided to do a graffiti saying "I LOVE YOU" ! I did that and went home, but on my way i saw her and that guy holding hands. I was really pissed-off ! I went back to see her, and i told her how she doesn't deserve me and how i never want to see her again. The day after, she told me that she doesn't deserve me and that it's better for everyone to go there own way. I gave her my present for her birthday and went home. And she said that i should go and find another girl, and she is going to find another guy, and than we are going to see if our relationship is "real" and "true". Then yesterday i heard that she was kissing with that other guy and holding hands. People, what do you think ? I really sad and depressed, and don't know what do do ?

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