The Story
Here is my story.
So it all started 3 years ago when I started to talk to a girl that had dated one of my friends. Actually she had a kid with said friend. My friend and I had a huge falling out because of this girl.
This girl and I hit it off right away becoming very close friends. We hung out all the time,went to dinner all the time, we took her daughter out places. Then we moved in together, still as simply friends. By this time though I had fallen in love with her. Before we moved in together I professed my love for her and wanted us to be together. She was against it initially because she had so much going on in her life that she was emotionally drained. I told her at that time (before we moved in together) that I need some time away from her. She never gave me that time and I never forced it. So after some issues with her living situation she moved in with me. Now 3 years later and more fighting and argueing then I can count she tells me that she is seeing someone and that she resents me for always putting pressure on her. I tried to help this girl in so many ways. I know I made mistakes and I am not perfect but neither is she. I was able to love her in spite of her imperfections. Why couldnt she love me? So now I am flat out broken inside. She still lives with me, she pays half the rent. I see her daily and each time its like a knife in my heart. I try to keep going on because I value the friendship that was there. Truth be told I am still stuck in the false hope and wanting her back phase. It just hurts so much.
There is so much more to this that I will have to add later.
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