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I met Danny 5 years ago and right away I knew he was the one. The chemistry we had was unexplainable. Over the past five years we have had a really rough ride of it. He is 6 years younger than me so all my friends and family were against us from the start. But none the less we fell deeply in love and our bond became so deep we often told each other that we were more than just boyfriend and girlfriend, we were like family to each other.

Having said this there is an element of truth to my families concerns as Danny, being 6 years younger, would get cold feet occasionally causing him to call off the relationship 4 times! Each time I have been totally devastated and I really struggle to even think about dating other people.

The last time Danny and I got back together I was very resistant at first. But the strong bond we have makes it virtually impossible for me to resist him when he wants to get back with me. We where together, without any mishaps, for almost 2 years and in those two years we had so many amazing experiences together (trips to Dublin, Rome, Edinburgh and Thailand). We started planning a future together and even started looking for a place to live. This time round he made me feel so secure and safe and I really trusted that I was what he truly wanted.

Then about 6 weeks ago he started to turn cold again and after lots of talking and tears he told me that he just can’t be in a relationship right now and that was it. This breakup is by far the worst because I really thought that he had changed.

He still wants to be friends but I’m scared that this will happen all over again if I allow him to stay in my life. But the thought of not having him around makes me feel sick. I don’t want to love him anymore but I don’t know how to stop. I just want my life back.


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