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I allways thought that he noticed me, that I wasn't just one of the girls in the hallway.
I would always look at him when he went by and sometimes he would look back. His eyes would be all that i could see when that happend. I thought mabe he sees me when he's looking, not just my breast and body I thought mabe he saw me.
So a whole years goes by and I dream what it could be like if i told him. I cried almost every night and i developed a small depprimation problem. I have to go to a terepist one time a week and my friends woulden't leave me alone with sharp objects.
I just coulden't take it anymore so I wrote down what i felt on a piece of paper, I got up early and put on makeup, a dress that showed off my breast in a flattering way and I even died my hair.
It took a long time untill I got an oppertunity to give him the note and I even thought I'd be better of just hiding in the corner, but I finally found some corage that was stuffed away somewere and I went towards him and showed him the note "Here tis is for you", I said and all he did was look weird at me and say "what the hell is that?", and then he just walked away.
There are no words for what I feel now, I need time for healing and I plan to find a good vibrator so I won't need anyone for a while.
A boy that you don't know is not worth any tears!! Aspecially the boys with mean friends.
So tomorrow when i go to school people will be stairing at me probally with pitty in their eyes, but nothing they can do will hurt me I've officially hit rock bottom.

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