The Story
We were both second year back then when we met. it was in a jeepney, a popular ride or means of transportation here in our country. a friday morning it was.. i saw her and i easily fell in love with her.. love at first sight it was. i told myself that i would be brave enough to ask her name and get her cell num. for it was love that i felt. i was a shy guy, torpe, the term in our national dialect for people who were not brave enough to court girls/ women.. She was the first girl that i approached. And i was wishing she was the last. our special date was November 29. Anniversary that is.. and I hope it will still be that way. though i know it is somewhat impossible. for now she had someone new. we were together for two years. hopefully this was going to be our third year. yet everything went wrong. i will admit, it was my fault. i didnt became responsible enough to be with her. our main prblem was that my mom and dad was very strict with me. since I was the eldest son and the hope of the family. I have responsibilities that even though i tried to escape. I could never had. it was a mistake on my part. i should have been strong, sensitive to her needs, gave her all i could give. but now its too late for me. she is loving someone new. I LOVE HER SO MUCH.. that i would die for her. but yet she wants me to live, giving me pain and hope, that someday i would be responsible enough to get her back. And im doing everything i have to.. just to be the way she wants me. hoping she will be back. her family was my family. the sad truth is she doesnt want to see me any more telling me it would be unfair for me and for her new guy. I was willing not to give up yet she let me down. it have been days but felt like years for me. i dont intend to moveon but i could never say. i joined this club trying to find some people who could really understand me or maybe help me to free my self from agony and despair. im always open to advices but sometimes im a hardheaded mule. but still if someone out there reads this. pls im waiting for symphaty and advice, e mail me, text me col me. i will be listenng and im waiting.... 09093103591.. thanks..
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