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I knew her in a foreign country during a seminar... when we got back to our own home (we live in different countries), we started to sms and call each other... we are colleagues but from different countries... I started to drive 4.5 hrs across the border just to see her... our dates began and I travel almost every weekend to be with her... she was so sweet and caring.... we sms/called and emailed everyday from the time we woke up till we slept at night...

These lasted for 3 months... she suddenly stopped to sms/call or email me unless I call or sms her.... she treated me very coldly... and was unwilling to share her thoughts with me... I became depressed... and think a lot of all the possibilities that made the sudden change in her... we went for a holiday trip (as planned ahead) a week after the change in her... during the trip, she was so loving.... I could feel the strong sensations... we had a good time there.... but everything stopped immediately upon returning home....
She was still unwilling to tell me what's on her mind... I felt terrible...

I suffered from her cold treatments and lost appetite.... I lost much weight.... and thought a lot.... I decided to put this to a stop since it has been affecting my life and indirectly to my family memebers so much.... I broke up with her unreluctantly but I knew I had to in order to save both of us from agony.... it was painful.... very painful.....

It has been more than 2 months since our break-up... the feelings still linger in my mind... I tried to forget her... but everytime I stepped into my office, I have great phobia... I hate my job but can't leave due to bond.... my colleague here has to contact her almost everyday... and everytime when he's on the phone, I can hear the conversation since he was just sitting a door away from me.... it reminds me of her everytime I know he's talking to her.... it makes my heart ache... how can I forget her this way..... I tried to listen to earphones the moment he's on the phone, at least a way to avoid knowing who he's talking to.... I can only leave this company in 2 months time....

I feel lonely when weekend comes.... and thoughts of her will come into my mind automatically.. I tried to jog and exercise to make myself tired.... but it only help to a certain extent..... and worst.... i dream of her every now and then.... :(

I feel depressed.... both relationships and work failures come at the same time... What can I do to overcome myself? It's really complicating when she's my colleague! I seriously don't know what to do.... :(


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