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ok i honestly dont even know where to begin. i am 23 years old. i have a 5 year old daughter. i work full time as a supervisr in a diner and i also go to school, taking 4 classes a semester. about a year ago i met this guy, daniel. he was a gorgeous blue eyed wonder. he walked in the room wile i was sitting at a table at my job and i sware it was love at first sight. we played the hard to get role for the first two week ten he finally got the courage to ask his boss (me) for her number. i had heard nothing bad about him and i decided to give it to him. i have always been the man-hater type, due to previous heartbreaks and especially because of my daughter i was weary about getting involved. but with him it was different. he told me everyhting i wanted to hear and made me feel so good inside. it had been four years since i had been in a relationship and i knew it would be very easy to fall too hard too quick but i did it anyway. within twoweeks we were engaged and within two weeks afterthat we were at the courthouse gtting our marriaeg lisence. well the whole thing turned sour when i changed my mind. i couldnt do it. i barely knew this guy and one day it just hit me like a ton of bricks that i was moving way too fast. i tried to talk to him about it but he became so angry. i was ver surprised tat he was so mad but i knew i had to try and understand where he was in his thoughts. but from then on he was a different person. i found outhe had drug issues and he was just always jealous and overpowering. i didnt know what to do. we were constantly fighting and i was aways upset and hurt. i learned to jus bite my toungue and let him complain and yell but that just triggered more fights. wll now its been about two weeks since our last fight and he hasnt been home since. ihear from him every so often but its just ttme howwrong i am or not fihgting t keep him around. i love him with all my heat and i feel like im gonna lose my mind. i just know that if he comes home the fighting will never stop and i will live a lie of love. what do i do???

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