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Well I'm sorry if the writing isn't too good because I'm crying right now.

Well Fabian (I think I mentioned him in my last story)
We had the perfect relationship,I would have given my life for him.
Then the beginning of December,He changed,he said he always gets like that in December, I was scared I was going to loose him,but he said he loved me and he'd make it up to me, I was supposed to have been spending Christmas with him, then on the day I was supposed to go down there (20th December) He called me and said he'd rather spend Christmas alone.
I called him the day before Christmas eve to see how he was doing and why he hadn't spoken to me for 3 days.
He said he loved me and that he'd make it up to me.
I never heard from him yesterday (Christmas day)
So I tried to call him twice today (boxing day) and he didn't pick up his phone.
So later I was talking to my friend online and my friend sent me an email.

I checked my emails and noticed one from Fabian, I read it. This is what it says:

Hi Laura,
I have to do this before it send me mad with wondering when the right time is,
and I am afraid there is no time like the present.

Over the last week or so I have been doing a lot of thinking about everything that has been
making me unhappy or getting me down, and I am sorry to have to say this but our
relationship is one of the things that has dragged me down to a new low and I realized that
I should not have to deal with it.
I will explain why I have made up my mind to you so you understand where I am coming from:

1: One I can't talk to you much at all anymore, our chats are becoming shorter and shorter.
2: Your constant wish to kill yourself, is starting to grate on me and making me not care
when you tell me, and you are meant to care about the person you are with.
3: Your constant negative attitude towards every thing in your life and the problems that you
have are starting to get to me, we all have problems but some of us get up and do
something about it.
4: You no longer put a smile on my face when I talk to you, because you are so depressive
every time I talk to you, and I really can' wait to stop talking to you so I don't have to hear it.



These are a the main reasons that I don't think it will work out in the long run, there have been many
times when I did just want to tell you to shut up and stop moaning about everything and get off
your arse and do something about it, and it just felt like I was talking to a brick wall.

If you want your stuff back let me know by sending me an e-mail,
and I will send it back to you I am not a heartless as I may
seem if I don't hear anything then I will get rid of the cloths and what no you have hear.

Please don't call me trying to talk me out of it, as I will not pick up my phone I have made up
my mind and I think I have explained my reasons well enough.

Regards
Fabian


I'm hurting so badly, I thought he was 'the one' that's what he told me anyway....
I was to move in with him in the summer,We were getting married,We were trying for a baby, then just like that,he dumps me so heartlessly....the thing is, the email was sent on the 25th December...CHRISTMAS FUCKING DAY!!! great fucking Christmas present!

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