The Story
I am the hold back type. I met this wonderful girl at work. She said she has liked me for three months and she finally asked me out. I am a girl and she is a girl and i am not opposed to such things even though i have been heterosexual in the past. She met my daughter, she met my mother. She wouldn't let me in though. Things got serious very quick. She said she wanted to grow old together, to love me the way i should be loved, to see me at the end of the day.I fell for her hook line and sinker. I am so stupid. I thought this is it i have finally found the person i can be with forever. Then one day the text messages quit, and she says she has to be on top of work for a few weeks. I knew something was wrong. So i confronted her, she says since she is my supervisor, she can't lose her job. Bullshit. I begged her to tell me she just has cold feet and i am not the girl for her and she won't. I told her i loved her, she told me she doesn't fall in love as quickly as she used to. I see her at work, I throw up in the bathroom and she looks just as miserable as me. I hate it. I don't want her to hurt. I really don't want to hurt either. There is no way this situation can work, well actually there is way. I would quit my job in a nanosecond if i could be with her. But deep down i know that isn't what she wants. She doesn't know what she wants. Well i guess she knows its not me. The pain. Fools rush in. I have been a fool and now i get to pay the consequences.
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