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I know I am not the first person to feel this way, but I just feel terrible inside and I don't have anyone to talk to about it. I have been in a relationship for the last 11 years. We have two children together and I have two from precious relationship. I have to say that there have been major problems foing on in this relationship for a long time, but I still loved him and was trying to work things out. You see he in an alchoholic and I have caught him using drugs(cocoaine).
Well last week was my Birthday. I as looking forward to maybe a nice dinner or something. Well my guy had an appointment to go to and as he kissed me goodbye, I asked him if he was planning on going out on a binge. ( he is known to take of and hide at a friends and get drunk for two or three days). I tlod him it would really hurt me if he did this on my birthday. He said no and that he loved me. This was the last time that I spoke to him. It has been FIVE days. Nothing. you would think if he wanted to leave me, he would not do it on my Birthday and would at least let me know that it is over. I can't call his father beacuse he is estranged from him( due to his alcoholism) I know others will say that I am better off, but that does not make it hurt less. Being dumped in this manner, by someone that I have been with for so long has really made me feel worthless. I have no closure. It just really hurts.

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Re: My Birthday Present  January 29th, 2008