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Yeah so me and my long time love break up, and I'm still not over it. (But in spite of this pradicament I still try to keep on with the keeping on.) Well we officially stopped seeing each other in August of last year, but being the person that I am, (I'm not much for being single or alone.) I make a play for this guy I'm hot for and I know he's hot for me too. He's just the kind of guy I like, plus he's untouchable as I like to call them, he goes for it and we kick it around the block for about 3 or 4 months. It's amazing I totally felt as if I were falling for him and he's giving me the feeling that he feels the same though he nor I ever voiced these thoughts and feelings out loud to each other, he talked me up and telling me we're going to do this and that and the other and my dumb-ass believe's him. Knowing what I knew about the situation I thought it was feasable to believe him so I did, but I didn't get my hopes up to much.

Unfortunatly for me he's truly an amazing man and I have to see him daily so that sux!!! but then again I'm glad to have him around he does make a great friend. Anywho, things were going really well until one night things went really sour and we were unable to see each other like that from then on, though I won't deny we did try very hard to keep things going, but it just wasn't in the stars for it to work.

Well here's the problem I've not been able to date or see anyone (Or sleep with anyone for that matter) since this all happened two or three months ago. So needless to say I'm in a hole I can't crawl out of, the biggest rut I've ever been in, yada yada so on and so forth!!!

It's really depressing, even though I'm the one who got myself into this mess, I can't understand why I'm so unwanted!!! I'm not ugly or stupid or anything like that, I'm very hyper and energetic and I may talk a lot but that's no reason for me to still be single!!! Or is it??

You guys tell me, because I'm obviously oblivious to the correct answer.

Thanks for listening to me rant,
Wicked Gems.

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