I know exactly how you feel. I was in an almost similar situation. I love Joe so much and if he would call me even though he is the one that hurt I would jump up in a minute to be by his side. I too was honest with Joe about something we didnt breakup right away but during our arguement he told me that he could never trust me and that he cared about me but he didnt love me and didnt know if he could ever love me again. What I cant understand is that he has told be some preety horrible things and I still cant hate him enough to get him out of my head. One of my friends happens to be his siter whom he lives with I dont go visit her anymore because I never know when he will be home. Today I was talking to her on the phone and I heard his voice all I wanted to do was cry. I miss him so much and I dont think he even thinks about me.
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