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Well that last story Screw the censorship i did on it i'm gonna spill the beans! The guys name was Stuart Ian Hayday (No one exept some of his friends and of course his family know his full name but now im sharing it!) Everyone else will know him as Stuart Lemora. He is the bassist in a very extravagant,pretentious goth band called The Ghost Of Lemora

***Download Festival 07~WEDNESDAY***

So anyway, I went to download, I met up with Stuart and we got on great, He was very fun to be with, Kept holding my hand,putting his arm around me,hugging me and kissing me all the time as we were walking out of the festival site and a few miles down the road as we searched in vain for a supermarket (rather than pay festival prices)
So yeah he was every bit boyfriendly and charming as i had ever dreamed i felt complete when i was in his arms.
So then my (ex) friend Iain decided to argue with him cos he was pissed at how well me and stuart were getting on, So anyway I ended up going over to Stuart's tent for the night where we talked,listened to music oh yeah and we had sex, So yeah a little later on Stuart fell asleep, after a couple of hours i started to feel unwell so anyway i decided i should go get my meds and fast (cos otherwise i'd have had an epyleptic fit) i tried to wake him but he wouldnt wake up.....he wouldnt wake up :(..............
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No he didnt die! he was just a fucking drunken swine >.<
So anyway I left him there and went to take my meds unfortunatly i passed out.

***Download Festival 07~Thursday***

I tried to call Stuart (The first time he ignored it, Everytime after that his phone was switched off)
I tried to text him (I didnt get no joy from that either)
By thursday night i was completely and utterly dejected :(

***Download Festival 07~Friday***

Still recieved no joy from Stuart (or as I had taken to calling him by then 'Pooart the talking turd lemora'
I was utterly hopeless

***Download Festival 07-Saturday***

I was only a shadow of my former self by now, So I arranged to meet a female friend i figured maybe the company of another female and alcohol would cheer me up so I met up with Ellen, We bought a shit load of drugs, And then headed over to the tuborg bar ordered alcohol (I took a deliberate overdose because i just wanted to end my life)
I ended up throwing up,staggering back to mine and iain's tent to die but as i was unconcious someone must have got a medic cuz i woke up in the medical tent hooked up to loads of beepy machines, Aparently i had died for 4 and a half minutes,was lucky to be alive and aparently they had never seen anyone recover so quickly (if at all) from the ammount of drugs and alcohol i took
So anyhow i went back to the tent, when the effects of the drugs wore of, I popped some more e to get me back into a fucked up state so i couldnt feel the pain inflicted by stuart...I didnt wanna die this time but i was scared to sleep cos my body temperature was going down and i couldnt breath properly, i thought i would die if i slept

*** Download festival 07-Sunday***

Spent all day popping pills again, spent most of my time laying face down on the inflatable matress in my own vomit (i hadnt eaten since friday,and the drugs supressed my appetite even more...Iain forced me to eat a cake but i kept throwing it up everytime i tried to take a bite, Somehow i managed to wheel Iain up to watch iron maiden, But i started to feel very cold and unwell so staggered back to the tent (secretly i hoped stuart would come to me, but he didnt) Then i started violently shivering with cold,hilucinating and hearing things i was a wreck when iain came back :(

***Download Festival 07-Monday***

Going home day, Well we got home
(me and iain barely spoke) then i escorted him to manchester trainstation then got on the train home myself.

***back at home***

I emailed Stuart, He didnt reply,So i gave it a week, emailed him again he didnt reply, all i did was cry and cry and cry, this continued for a good 3 weeks, So anyway one night (well it was like 4am) i got an IM on msn so i clicked on the orange flashing bar and saw Stuarts email adress flashing,well...My heart began to race, i my temperature rose and i began to sweat,i felt dizzy and sick (all the old feelings) and he had a massive rant at me! for why? he said he was pissed off at me because he woke up the thursday morning and i wasnt there, he said he spent the entire festival looking for me,even had his friends help him (heh he didnt look hard enough cos most of the time i was in my tent and he knew perfectly well where my tent was...he'd been in it enough times, uninvited too)so he was lying,as for his phone he said the battery died, so i said i thought you ignored me cuz you didnt like me and he said Yeah,i'm going to tell you i love you then not want to speak to you again...yeah that makes sense! so w/e we do speak still (not often, and i certainly dont think he wants me anymore) Well so what after the hell i went through because of him,I've lost all the trust i had in him and i dont think i can love anyone again for a long long time,i have major trust issues now and its all his fault, I hope he's happy for doing this to me

So Cheers stuart you CUNT!


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Re: Stuart  September 30th, 2015