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well lets start from the beginning k....i liked this boy for about 4 years and he did not like me he didnt even look my way...i was to chunky ya know...well i lost weight and a year or so went bye then i got drunk called him and then we all got drunk...we got locked in a room and had our time ya know.....well later on we kinda started dating and its been that way for almost 2 years now....well he asked me to marry him and everything then i had a misscarrage and didnt know i was and couldnt find the heart to break his....he finnaly got it and broke up with me..then same old we kept doing shit and pretty much dating aggain...then he lied to me telling me that he was moving to west virginia to live with his dad and i couldnt go...well to cum figure it out he just wanted to hook up with this nasty bitch....and while he was dating her he cheated on her with me well i thought he still cared about me and all .....then he kept just dragging me behind him on this little tiny string ...me still loveing him with all my heart wanting us to get back together....and him slowly pushing me away...i sit here and wonder what wrong did i do..now hes with this other girl that i just met and was my friend....he hinted to me that he was with her...i asked him why he didnt want to be with me ..he said cuz im to fat and hes very shallow and wont be with a fat girl...man i gave this boy everything he ever wanted i bought him clothes blankets,i supported his habbits and all what did i get .......he told me just yesterday that he didnt want nothing to do with me and that i was stupid and to never talkt o him again...hes said this about 6 times in the last 5 mons. but the wierd thing is that when he says this i cry and cry and cry when no ones around and cut myself..but he ends up comeing back to me..he calls me 1st and everything...i guess i was just used for sex when he wanted and money when he needed it...i dont know what to do i love him sooooo much he was like my sun to the sky ya know..no oone can take his spot in my heart but i have to give up on him.....one day he'll realize what good i was right?i need help by someone that knows how it is and what do i do....i mean i was gonna lose weight to be with him...but it just feels as if i dont have any emotion no more fck i need help

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